I most certainly will keep this short and sweet, so as to not frustrate myself with the fact that the g and h key do not work properly on this laptop.
I am my own worst nightmare, and that is the very first thing you should understand about me. I am always trying to defy myself and it's a constant struggle to win my battles.
This blog will mainly be dedicated to my children, even my angel children. They make up every bit of happiness that I have. One day I will include my future husband in that, too. I have so many stories and so much background to share with those who read this now, or in the future. I absolutely need this...I need this blog for documentation. For therapy. For health. For peace...
Names are important, right? I am not ashamed of our names, but I am certainly worried about privacy. I doubt many people will read this and put us in any danger. I am mostly concerned with the people who also need to see this. My daughter, Riley, will absolutely read these entries one day. She will see what life was like for her mama. I feel blessed to be able to give these words to her as a gift when she is old enough to read them and understand.
So, I am Laura. Miserable, confused, over-thinking Laura. I am currently pregnant with what I currently believe is another little girl. Very early in my pregnancy right now, right about 7 weeks. I will be writing many entries for this little child, and about my pregnancy. Eventually. We chose names already: Damien Alexander or Alaina Michelle. (Subject to change.) ;-)
I will end this right now by saying that morning sickness is kicking my ass... Cannot wait to feel the first little kicks. <3
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